I know, I'm quite outdated with movies. But Finally, I've watched Despicable Me and How to train your dragon. Its really satisfying :) no regrets watching it.

9/10

-Agnes ftw! she is just sho cute!! :)-

10/10!

-Meet TOOTHLESS! he is so adorable. LOVE HIS EYES MAN!:)-

-Toothless trying to smile :) (The night fury)

-See what i mean.? HIS EYES! so big and cute. :)

Hiccup: Ooh, toothless?

Toothless: Pops out its teeth! (Y)

Even my brother love this show. YAY!

Everyone is travelling.. and me? Locked inside a four walled house. SOBS! :(

Went to curve and ikano, with Kok. :O Didn't really get to see things slowly cause we're in a rush? Sobs.! I wanna go there again. ;( Plus, can someone pls buy me that necklace????? Why izit so damn expensive!!!!!! :(

Atleast I bought what am I searching for. Heh.. its so pretty (Y)

Okay. Im really speechless right now. This friday will be our last day. Thats fast. :( not gonna see friends that much anymore. Oh well!

Nothing to say d. HAIH. dead blog... :(

First time go shopping so tired. Maybe too long didn't train my legs to walk d. :( sobs.

Well, but atleast I get to buy what I want.I love it alot alot x) But there's still more that I'm craving for. Why no SALE? WHY??? :( I really wish got sale asap. then i will go BUY THEM ALL. YAY.2clothes for 100bucks. oh my.. broked. :( but its worth it la. even my parents say its nice. HAHA.pretty pretty clothes, come to me =)

This is what I bought. love'em to the max (Y)

Well, there's somemore things that are in my list that I haven bought today.

I LOVE MONEY! :)

Picture of the day(Y) edited*

Kitschen, Nichii you rocks! :)

A Post Just For You :)

Okay, I'll make this as simple as possible :)

We all know that many things happened recently,and yes many of you people are getting worst day by day. Actually, you shouldn't think TOO much as many people asked u not to,cause there's side effect of thinking too much..and as a result: The You NOW. as it causes emotional break down. and dont HAIH or SIGH so much, it gives u wrinkles? and get old easily :)

You shouldnt blame urself either for hurting other people. As what i've said earlier to you,it is not your fault at all. :) You did not want these things to happen at all also. God made everything happen for a reason,just believe in urself for once.try and solve the problem :)

Well, I think that H really likes you alot,and so does everyone think so and its really really obvious. Eventhough you are not over your crush yet, I dont think you dont HAVE even A LITTLE feeling for H. As he did so much for you,maybe you feel like u owe him alot but u cant even do anything about it. And as to C, we dont know about that yet.But it may be true as what other people say so. But just leave C aside first kay? so it wouldnt be that complicated.U should also get over your crush, as it isnt worth it.He doesnt worth for such a good person as you.

I think you should make up your mind.

- think deeply is it worth it to still like your crush?

-do you have feelings for H?

-Dont think too much

-Try to open your heart for someone better

I really hope to see the old You again. The Happy Old you :)

Remember, You did not hurt anyone okay? Things change,people's heart change too. It is the fact..so please..dont ever blame yourself again?

They like you for their own reasons.. its not your fault.

Take your time kay, we will be by your side helping you to solve these.But we cant do anything more but to advice you. Because it's the problem between you and the guys :0 we are just outsiders.

well said indeed :)

I dont know what should I say, well I dont expect these to help but, yeah :)

Promise me not to be emo anymore k? Smile more..

Time will be best medicine to heal your wounds.

Don't have any mood nowadays. Go school.. play cards, talk... everytime the same thing..how boring. :( After pmr life isnt that nice as WE expected it to be.
Plus.. I dont know what do i really want now.
Totally lost in the woods.
Someone, pls help me. ;(

ps:/ Never ignore a person who loves and cares for you. One day you may realize you've lost the moon while counting the stars.

CHANGE.

Had a hair cut. and currently haven overcome with her hair. Thus, she misses her long long hair which looks better on her. oh damn.. did i make the wrong choice? ;( But there's no harm on trying new things..but still. for sure get embarrassed by..some ppl.


Oh well. its the fact that i've already cut my hair. nothings gonna change it.
I think i need time. yes i do need time. ;(

Do i have to go school ??? HAIH.

14th October,

Went to Amanda's house to meet up..spent some time there and off we go to Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil. Quite a long journey, was already tired... :( We were really lucky that ROCKZONE passes line isnt that long yet! We lined up there for few hours..cant even bring bottle water inside...dehydration man. Me and ChengYee went in first while Amanda,ShunWhei and Ashley went to get their tickets from Era's van. Gosh! We were standing on the second line..AWESOME.

Waited for one hour.....ADAM LAMBERT finally appeared.. legs were tired...almost collapsed. Cant stop taking pictures...videos..shouting!!!! singing along.. JUMPING. AHHHH CANT BELIEVE STILL I COULD ACTUALLY SEE HIM.... satisfied. :) HE IS SO HOTTTT! agree?agree?? and Tommy is handsome too.. not bad.. :) quite a choice Adam. LOVE HIM!!

15th October,

Went to school early in the morning. Maybe im too forgetful or in a rush..I forgot to bring alot stuff. Still have to ask my mom to bring it for me...before the bus came. HAIH.failure la. :(

Had a long long bus journey,butt cramp..watched lotsa malay movies along. AND. NOT TO MENTION THERE WERE A BUNCH OF PEOPLE REALLY ANNOY ME ALOT. They cant sit quietly....and SLEEP. gosh.. whole day talking talking real loudly...playing guitar..and ruin the songs.. seriously... :( Finally,reached the JETTY about 2or3pm? and yeah..the ferry was really...shaky... made me really dizzy. LOL. about an hour ride..to Langkawi.. we went shopping for CHOCOLATE and dinner... damn..theres plenty of chocolates there..every shop u go.. CHOCOLATES. I think i have phobia adi. :) "DA BAO" fried rice for dinner..it was kinda nice actually :) we screamed together when we knew that our hotel room is just right behind the sea...my god! Sunset was pretty... suitable for couples :) hhahahaha. And we played trough the whole night. and SLEEP :)

16th October,

Went to Mangrove tour in the morning. Seriously,it was a BAD HAIR DAY. u know why? we sat on a boat..and when the boat is speeding... our hair is flying all over... but its really nice.. :) windy.

we went to GUA bUAYA first... aiya no buaya inside so don have to be scared. and there's lotsa POKOK BAKAU there..as u know.. :) and then we went to Fish farm? there's a very clever fish that spits out its saliva to get its food. CUTE! then...we went to see some hill that looks like a shoe... we went eagle watching too. woah..eagles flying everywhere.. and the word LANGKAWI,came from HELANG..so its actually HELANGKAWI. :) LOL. we went to bat cave too.. its really.scary there.. but theres a few..monkeys..that love to snatch thing.. but its cute.. :) the monkey drank the can of water.. aww! Next stop, we head over to cable car... i'm afraid of heights.. and that cable car..is REALLY REALLY HIGH ON TOP.. omg....scary.. :(( after we reach on the toppest part.. we walked on a bridge.. gosh..its really windy there..and shaky as well.. and as usual..our hair..... HAHHAHA :) we spent quite a time there.. and had a hard time CLIMBING UP..again. :( tiring indeed.

After that..we had lunch in some malay stall.. it was REALLY DIRTY.flies are all around. EWW!

lucky that we dont have s stomach ache. next we went to MAKAM MASHURI... Beras terbakar.. and other places.. it was exhausting. :( Ate alot fast food in these three days.. gonna be fat soon. OH NO!... HAIH. sadly..we missed the sunset...that day... but the night lights were really pretty. We spent out night near the pool..taking stupid pictures.. having our last day of FUN. :) SWEET SWEET MEMORIES. :) will post pictures in facebook. go see!

17th October,

The last day. Its the time to say BYE BYE to Langkawi.. :( sad. We went to Dataran Helang to take picture with the big big...eagle :) it was extremely HUGE. after that... went to the jetty.... and gonna go back to KL. :( had a long bus ride...man. Me, amanda,sw and cy KEPT taking ghost pictures in the bus..since we're so BORED. haha. Lifeless indeed. oh well. reached school at about 11pm? haih.. people that sat behind us was pretty noisy again. FORM 1's. oh well..they are still SMALL.whereas we're too big. blah!

BTW. i still cant forget that ShunWhei was really scared to go in to the toilet.. haha. EPIC. x)

Bye Langkawi.. MISS YOU :)

Its Over

Although PMR is over. But my heart will never calm down for even a sec. Because I will be always worrying about my results later on.. and i dont think i will get a satisfied results as i always WISH FOR.

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I wont put any hopes on you anymore as you know.
I realize that I dont even know you at all.
I know its hard but its just the fact.
We will never be back again as the past IS the past.So whatever.
People come and go.
You dont trust me, your lost.

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I have been thinking of being a photographer next time.
Taking nice photos of people, sceneries, food..etc.. how nice :)
Photography, my biggest hobby ever! Love it to the max.
Hope that i could go to many different places to take pictures of life,etc :)

My plan of having a HARDCORE STUDY FAILED LIKE SHYT !

Really needa CONTROL MYSELF. from using the computer. But...

but..... facebook is just so tempting. :(

GAH! ok. from today onwards. wont gonna touch the computer. till after PMR.

this will be a promise to myself. i SWEAR.

Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart.

Goodbye comp! I'll miss you

No Other.

Fine. I'll update for once. :)

-2 weeks of holidays.. is hell!
-still cant get satisfying results for sejarah
-always got border line result for geo
-had 3 hours of chinese tuiton reading WEN YAN WEN
-bought 2 nail polish like finally
-went to library and had an amazing day with Panda
-trying to make herself concentrate more and remember more
-GONNA START HARDCORE STUDYING AFTER THIS WEEK.

Haih...
that is my life?.
How i wish i could live a life with peace and calm surrounding..lying on a place full of grass and look at the beautiful white clouds. Amazing indeed :)


*start everyday with a smile,life would be better*